Mrs. Lane lingered until the summer, passed away in her sleep at the end
of May; Rosalind went about in the dark house setting everything in order.
She had cheated, sold the family silver, so that she was able to pay off the
remaining maidservant and keep a nest-egg for herself. The house went, lock,
stock, and barrel, to her nephew, Richard. She waited for the expected summons
and set out in June, traveling across Europe to meet the Ostrov family party at
St. Verena's hospital on the Altalm, the old alpine meadow, near Mariensee.
She arrived at four o'clock when all the guests who were able to enjoyed
pastries and English tea . . . as opposed to the Russian tea, which was swilled all
day long . . . on the terraces. Rosalind hesitated in the shadowy entrancehall,
putting off the first encounter with the Ostrov family, who would besure to
weep, even if she did not. She had her luggage sent up to the suite and
strolled through to the terrace unbuttoning her gloves. A sweet English
voice spoke her name as she stepped out into the sunshine: "Miss Lane?"
It was a stranger, or at least someone half-known, a young blonde woman
with her hair in a pompadour. She took Rosalind's hand and gazed into her
face, smiling.
"I have a message from the Countess Ostrova."
The family were out driving, would not return until later. The young
woman still did not say her name but they sat down together at her table.
"I have to thank you," she said, with that very steady gaze. "I remember
how you helped me once."
Rosalind was on the verge of recognition but she simply could not
believe what she saw.
"My name is Maud Courtney," said the young woman.
Rosalind felt her first astonishment turning at once to relief and pleasure.
"But you are . . ."
"Yes! I have recovered. It is a miracle. . . ."
She spoke quietly, with a glance at the surrounding tables where English
was not being spoken.
"A new treatment from Dr. Tilmann," said Maud.
It was all she said; they moved on to ordinary conversation, which was pleasant
for Rosalind after her long journey. She did not have to explain her black
clothes: the Ostrovs had already mentioned her bereavement to Miss Courtney,
who offered her sympathy. Another sign of her normality: one shielded patients
from harsh reality, from death, sickness, financial disasters.
"My brother, Edward," said Maud," was killed two years ago in India."
Rosalind expressed sympathy in her turn.
The Ostrov family had taken a new suite of rooms in the west wing of the
sanitarium. There was only one new Russian servant, a mere boy, with silky
whiskers, playing cards with the little French nurse, Sister Clotilde, the
friend of Marie-Louise. It was all so different from the musky headachy
atmosphere of other years that she wondered if there had been some change in
the family fortunes. Had terrible old Great-Uncle Paul given up the palace in
Moscow at last? Had the Countess, at last, taken a lover?
There was plenty of time before the family returned, young Vasily informed her,
dealing another hand, so she went out of doors again. She found herself
climbing up through the pines to her precious clearing and admitted, with a
smile, that she was eager to meet Lucas Tilmann, hear from his own lips the
news of his miracle cure.
It was a perfect summer evening; the highest peaks of the mountains were caught
in bright rays of sunlight, not yet tinged with pink or red. The whisper and
fragrance of the friendly pines sank into her soul; she was free from care,
freed from the bonds of her dark English house at last. She sank on to the
rustic bench.
Across the glade in a patch of sunlight was a circus wagon, brightly painted in
green and gold. A stocky yellowish horse, with fringed hooves like a lydesdale,
grazed nearby and a cauldron simmered over a fire. As she watched, a bearded
man in a fur hat came out to smoke his pipe on the steps of the wagon. Gypsies
of course, Russian or Russianized gypsies of the kind who turned up in the
stable yard at the feast of the Epiphany with a hurdy-gurdy and a dancing bear.
Rosalind did not rest long, but set out again up a pathway to the Annex. She
looked back and saw that the Gypsy now stood by the campfire facing up the
hill, one hand raised above his head. A feeling of exquisite well-being grew
upon her as she came up to the large chalet. . .the air of the mountains, the
spring bubbling beneath the ferns, the flowers that cascaded from the window
boxes, oh, these were all miraculous. If the doctor had appeared at that
moment she might have flung herself into his arms.
An older nurse, Sister Luise, came bustling out on to the porch and Rosalind
could see that she was somehow — transformed. She looked like a nun who
had seen a vision. . . . She was sharing the extraordinary euphoria that
Rosalind felt growing upon her as she came up the path.
"Oh Fraulein!" said Sister Luise. "Oh you have come back! The doctor will be so
pleased!"
"Is he . . . ?"
"No, he is not here!" said Sister Luise quickly.
She turned her head and looked back into the dark doorway of the Annex.
Rosalind had the absurd notion that this euphoria came from the chalet;
it was streaming out like a golden mist from someone — from a presence
inhabiting the simple, spotless rooms. She felt a deep twang of anxiety.
"He is coming up the hill!" said Sister Luise. "If you take the path by
the larch trees . . ."
She pointed, smiling; Rosalind smiled, too, and went obediently down that path.
It seemed that at a certain point, under the first of the larches, she escaped
some happy influence and was completely herself again. She stood still and
presently Lucas Tilmann came hurrying up toward her. At the sight of him she
was overwhelmed by a tumult of feelings: pleasure, anxiety, irritation, loving
care. She went forward and grasped his hands and could only say: "What is it?
What is it?"
"Oh Rosalind!" he said, ignoring her question. "Oh my dear girl! I have missed
you so much!"
She allowed him to kiss her and then kissed him back with more enthusiasm than
she had expected in herself. They held each other close under the larch trees
and she found herself wondering if the needles clung to fabric when one lay
down. Lucas drew back, smiling, and led her on down the path back to the
clearing; they sat on another bench and she patted her hair. The Russian gypsy
had disappeared into his caravan. The tops of the mountains had turned to gold.
"Lucas," she said, "there is something . . ."
There was something about Lucas himself; he was full of contained excitement.
"You spoke to Maud Courtney!" he brought out.
"Yes, it is remarkable," she said. "It is a miracle. What is the new treatment?"
"I can't tell you just yet," he said. "It is a completely new technique
for dealing with certain cases. It is still in the experimental stage and must
be kept absolutely secret."
She was already trying to rationalize her feelings of euphoria up at the
chalet: the rare mountain air, love, the aftermath of her long journey. But
some core of strangeness remained.
"Lucas," she asked. "Is there a patient up in the Annex?"
"Yes," he said. "And I cannot say another word. I rely on your absolute
discretion."
"Of course."
"Rosalind," he said, "I want you to help me."
"Anything . . ."
"I want you to observe Leonid Ostrov, tonight when they come back from Bad
Reichenhall."
"They took him for an outing?"
"To a concert in the park. A program of operatic airs."
"Leonid must be doing very well!"
At last she put two and two together.
"Does this mean that he has been given the new treatment?"
The doctor put his finger to his lips and looked round warily at the twilit
glade.
"There has been a dramatic improvement," he said in a low voice, "but I
am wary of a relapse, of unexpected side effects. In particular I wonder how
much he remembers or purports to remember of the treatment sessions at the
Annex."
"Should I ask him?" she said.
"No," said Lucas. "I know that he regards you as a trusted member of his family
entourage. See what he comes out with."
Hospital routine reclaimed the doctor; he looked at his silver watch.
"I shall be late, like the White Rabbit," he said. "Come . . ."
They walked hand in hand down a shady path and kissed under several chosen
trees. They arranged to meet in the grove after luncheon next day and parted in
a back corridor of the main building that smelled of carbolic.
Rosalind set out for the west wing again and found it ringing with music and
song. A clear tenor voice was singing together with a rich contralto, the
Countess herself: the Anvil Chorus from Il Trovatore. Besides the piano
accompaniment the sounds of balalaika and mandolin could be distinguished.
When she entered the salon she received a rapturous welcome from the Ostrov
family: the Countess embraced her, weeping and laughing; Marie-Louise sprang up
from the piano bench. They led her up to Leonid, who was changed, as remarkably
as Maud Courtney: he was clear-skinned, vigorous, with a direct gaze. He had
been singing with his mother. Now Rosalind was pressed to join in and sing of the
happy life of the roving gypsy with Marie-Louise thumping the keys, the
Countess playing her mandolin, and young Vasily the balalaika. Even the
coachman had been pressed into service, striking the fender with the poker for
the clang of the anvils.
She registered, dispassionately, that the Ostrovs were the nicest, most lovable
human beings that she was ever likely to meet; if she could never completely
approve of them the fault lay in her own prejudices, her own upbringing. Dinner
was sent up and afterward they played cards. Rosalind gave everyone the presents
she had brought and began to persuade Marie-Louise to think about bedtime. Leonid
called her out on to the balcony to watch the stars; she found him staring raptly
at the sky above the mountains.
"Look!" he said. "There is the Great Bear!"
He turned to her eagerly and came to the point.
"You can see I'm better," he said. "A new treatment . . ."
"I'm so happy for you, Leonid, and for your mother!"
"I'm so much better we thought of sending for Irina Fedorona," he brought out.
"But the news from Serbia is unsettling."
Leonid had been betrothed for five years to a beautiful cousin; they had almost
given up hope. Rosalind had heard of the assassination in Sarajevo but rumors
of war were mixed up in her mind with riot and civil strife in Odessa, with
embarrassing defeats in the Sea of Japan. She could not think of a war that
interfered with Irina Fedorona's travel plans.
"I was right about one thing!" exclaimed Leonid. "The doctor does love you,
chere Rosaline."
She felt herself blushing but could not put him off.
"Perhaps he does."
"Has he spoken of the new treatment at all?"
"Only to say it must be kept secret," she said. "I am sure only the patients
concerned and their immediate families . . ."
"Did Dr. Tilmann say that a new and special kind of hypnosis is used?"
"No," said Rosalind. "Really we have not discussed — "
He still could not let her finish; he was carried away.
"One side effect of the treatment can be vivid dreams and visions that — that
purport to explain the patient's situation."
"But surely the dream theory comes from Vienna," she said. "Lucas — the doctor
has already made some use of it."
"I was healed by a Holy Man, a starets, or even a shaman," said Leonid
Ostrov, bluntly. "He came from the woods and forests of my native land."
"But you know it is a dream," she said. "A metaphor . . ."
"The Holy Man bore the features of a bear," said Leonid, raising his head again
to the constellations overhead in the clear night sky. "He spoke to me in the
language of bears. He entered my mind, filled my whole being, filled me with pure joy, pure love."
Rosalind was momentarily filled with unreason: she felt again the sensation of
euphoria that had seized her as she approached the chalet; she thought of the
secret "patient" who lived there and of Sister Luise's shining look. One of her
best qualifications for work as a governess or companion was an ability to keep
a straight face.
"That is a beautiful healing dream," she said to Leonid. "Why, you could
write a poem or folktale — like your cousin, Prince Azlov."
Leonid burst out laughing at the very idea.
"Poor old Kyril Mihailovitch is using his folklore to keep himself from
revolutionary thoughts over there in Irkutsk or wherever he is."
They were called to join in the game of whist: nothing indicated more clearly
that Leonid was healed than his ability to play cards again. The Countess
herself was no match for her son. The doors on to the balcony were still open
and the scent of the woods and the summer fields drifted in upon them. The
scene imprinted itself upon Rosalind's memory, a palimpsest of this last
innocent summer.
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